Working Class America

So i started by new jobs. One month in i feel crazy i guess. pot is helping me get thru and a non stop fake positive attitude. Puppies and Little Kids rolling thru really helps. And the fact my bosses seem cool as long as i do what i am told. I can be a shining star in a industry where my performance is often rewarded. It mostly bullshit i do not care what you are building or why. i care that i have money so i can smoke and so i don’t have to have a fucking anxiety attack. Yay. okay i dont hate it. it is certainly better then working for bank of america. Yes i am neve late but i did roll up last week with no bra. I di shower. Though i should have started my cross over today boo. I guess getting pot was moe important. so i stopped feeling like puking. Okay so i guess i should get up and work tmrw. Yay. start the cross over in my stores, I just trained to work. i guess god is telling me to calm down. I can say i tried. fuck if they fire me they fire me i hav another job ill just keep looking. So working in america blows. But Lowes is better then bank of america. that place is evil. i think/

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About livingincrazy

im a 28 year old woman living with a borderline personality disorder that has stunted my life and left me without the futre i thught i would have. This is my life trying to move foward and show others they are not alone. I found there t be lots about thse people who deal with others who have this disorder but not many voices of those of us who have it

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